now that we've worked out everything,you just disappeared mysteriously.i just wish i'll understand this better.
steal my soul; 10:09 PM
biology practical assessment today,
and practically, i was a total joke.
steal my soul; 3:28 PM
seriously, i find it difficult to understand how you're feeling. one moment, you're happy. and the next, upset. I don't know what to do to make everything better. I just don't know how i can help.
I can't decide between love or hate.------------------------------------------------She calls me baby
then she wont call me
says she adores me
and then ignores me
(Jenny, What's the problem?)
She keeps her distance
and sits on fences
puts up resistance
and builds defenses
(Jenny, Whats the problem?)
You keep me hanging on the line
everytime you change your mind
First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me
She needs her own space
she's playing mind games
ends up at my place
saying that she's changed
(Jenny, what's the problem?)
I'm trying to read between the lines
you got me going out of my mind
steal my soul; 5:36 PM
WOOHOO! yesterday's job interviews were 154368241510x better than the other day's.
now, we're torn between 2 jobs. and we can't decide which is better! job trainings on this coming friday and next monday!
steal my soul; 1:23 AM
last saturday was a
waste of my time.
i woke up so
extraXZXZXZ early for the job interview to go there only to find out all i have to do was fill in a resume.
well, i don't know which is worse.
that or
having to see you with them.
i just hope tomorrow's job interviews will be better.
keeping my fingers crossed.
steal my soul; 4:13 PM
WHY? its because i was
always like that. only now, you're no longer there to cheer me up.
steal my soul; 1:06 AM
kim think its fate; i think God is just making a fool out of me.
----------------------------------------------------
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ it
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken
steal my soul; 11:11 PM
when you were a child,
you're cute when you blow bubbles.
when you get older,
you're just getting more irritating.
steal my soul; 10:15 PM
the first time i saw it suffering,
i chose to walk away. i chose to pray for God's help, instead of helping when
i can.. and
WHY?its because i was afraid that people would have a different perception.
its because i was afraid of getting scolded, and afraid of how people will look at me after that.
but God took
immediate action.
he made me walk back to that spot and help.
i was tempted to walk away
again,
but
he didn't budge, not even a bit.
and now, " wasn't that easy? "
steal my soul; 12:59 PM
[ delayed post ] why? because
sara and i went out to get kim's present. and it meant to be a
SURPRISE ;D
went to vivo city, and far east plaza.
got rather carried away at first,
and started shopping more for ourselves.
anyway, we were buying bangles... and the funny part was, a bangle got stuck on sara's arm. it couldn't come out. we had to apply lotion like crazy, until some sales person magically managed to pull it out.
Sara: a tee, shorts, and a necklace
Kim: a tee, 2 bangles, and a necklace
ME,ME,ME: a tee, a dress and a necklace
-22nd september
steal my soul; 10:41 PM
ApologizeI'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say that...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late (x2)
It's too late to apologize,
yeah I said it's too late to apologize,
yeah- I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...
steal my soul; 9:18 PM
